Dear Lover,
It’s Thursday. I had Curriculum Share last night, which means all the parents of all my students come into my classroom and participate in activities their children do when they’re at school. It also means I was at work until 9pm last night, and up again at 6:00 this morning to do it all over again. This week you were at a Raptor’s basketball playoff game, and you also had ball hockey. We’re planning on running into each other tonight at home – it’s been a busy week in our house.
I live for the weekends when we just get to be at home together. I love it when we get to sit on the couch without needing to go anywhere. I love it when our biggest task for the day is to wander the aisles of the grocery store together, choosing out the food we’ll enjoy for the upcoming week. My favourite thing is when we have nothing else to do but go for a drive to nowhere in particular. Basically, I love doing anything that keeps me by your side.
One of the blogs I read has really affected me a lot over the past year. Most recently, she has blogged about how her brother just announced he has ALS. One of my more constant worries is something happening to you that would take you away from me. My heart breaks for her, as I don’t know what I would do if something happened to one of my sisters. But I am devastated for his wife because I don’t know how I could watch you suffer, knowing that soon you would be gone and I would be left here alone… doing all the things we used to do together – the groceries, sleeping in, going on walks, long aimless drives – all by myself.
Without you my world stops making sense.
xo